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But some poor ,poor souls do not get the incredible gift like I did and now they are dead.
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My bestfriend who I grew up with, we spent everyday together well one night 2 years ago his girlfriend broke up with him he loved her she was his world. Well I didn't even get a chance to talk to him he walked past my house went to his got one of his dad's gun's and stuck the barrel in his mouth and pulled the trigger. It was 3:12 am and I remember the exact time because I woke up out of a deep sleep and I knew something was wrong but I didn't know what. I was laying there and then I seen the lights of the ambulence flashing through my window, I walked out onto the porch to see where they was going and they went to his house. I took of running up the street to only be stopped before I hit the steps to his house, his mom came out crying and told me, I dropped to my knees in tears. I have not spoken to this girl ever since, I know it was a stupid reason for him to do it and I just wish he would of stopped here and talked to me. I didn't even get to say goodbye. :( I wish he would of the gift that you did, and I'm glad that you got it. Suicide should never be a option to anyone that one person can hurt so many.